24-04-2023, 02:40 AM
The things I've done in this life nobody but God could forgive if they truly understood the situation.
I cannot believe how much good I've destroyed in this world. I was trusted with profound things in this life. Why? Shouldn't it have been obvious that I didn't have what it took? Maybe, its just that there was a 0.1% chance of success in my hands, and zero anywhere else. Maybe I shouldn't beat myself up over these things too much. But then again, I can't just walk away and stop caring from these acts I've committed.
A strange situation. I am worse than a criminal. I am almost as bad as a murderer. As close as you can get without killing, I've done it. I've been a really bad person.
I cannot believe how much good I've destroyed in this world. I was trusted with profound things in this life. Why? Shouldn't it have been obvious that I didn't have what it took? Maybe, its just that there was a 0.1% chance of success in my hands, and zero anywhere else. Maybe I shouldn't beat myself up over these things too much. But then again, I can't just walk away and stop caring from these acts I've committed.
A strange situation. I am worse than a criminal. I am almost as bad as a murderer. As close as you can get without killing, I've done it. I've been a really bad person.
"Show me your looks and I'll show you your future"
