I am sick of self-censorship, i just wanna come out and say it

[psychoman]

I'm brutally attracted to 5-9yo girls. this attraction is purely sexual but soft core only and consensual (even tho through manipulation and games. if they don't like it, i'd stop)
specifically, these little games that i make up to groom and manipulate turns me on brutally. you don't want me around your little sisters.