[Rage] Anyone else feel a very powerful urge to hurt people?

[lonelyjak]

I can overcome the rest of the sins but pride and wrath consume me beyond explanation... 
feels like human suffering is always retribution, I cant help but rejoice in the pain of others, I really, really wish I wasnt like this, I dont want to be edgy at all, but I cant help it, I am so so egotistical, vengeful and sadistic. 

Its actually a totally miserable way to live

im only vengeful towards people that have snubbed/hurt me. im getting better at letting go though, also depends on whats going on in my life. if things are shitty in my life im more likely to feel angry and vengeful but when things are going well then I feel more forgiving and loving