01-02-2023, 12:13 PM
i have to inject it one handed clenching & tugging on a tourniquet with my teeth (my veins are shit now)
only took 4 years of persistent bitching, but my lungs are half scar tissue now so who cares
i couldn't get treatment off the bat because i had mental health smears on my record, just lol. a huge emphasis on mental illness in this country has resulted in a physical illness, which ironically has resulted in a mental illness (suicidal depression, not that i give a shit)
the saddest thing is that i'm completely right, but people still point the finger at me and say i'm an insane retarded piece of shit who deserves this/brought it on myself somehow, while simultaneously saying it's all in my head
when you're facing a serious problem, and you're at the mercy of other people, you really see the dark side of human nature
there's so much more to this story... but it sounds like insane retarded bs, and why should anyone care? it's all a big nothing, in the end...
only took 4 years of persistent bitching, but my lungs are half scar tissue now so who cares
i couldn't get treatment off the bat because i had mental health smears on my record, just lol. a huge emphasis on mental illness in this country has resulted in a physical illness, which ironically has resulted in a mental illness (suicidal depression, not that i give a shit)
the saddest thing is that i'm completely right, but people still point the finger at me and say i'm an insane retarded piece of shit who deserves this/brought it on myself somehow, while simultaneously saying it's all in my head
when you're facing a serious problem, and you're at the mercy of other people, you really see the dark side of human nature
there's so much more to this story... but it sounds like insane retarded bs, and why should anyone care? it's all a big nothing, in the end...
