rate this interracial couple

[Lonely Boy Luan]

not interested in religion and philosophy

my worldview: humans are the scum of the earth. we are cockroaches and only actions count

'The most important questions are the ones we can't hope to answer with words. Words are like toys: they amuse and educate us for a time, but when we come to manhood we should give them up.'

'He thinks of saying something, then realizes there is nothing he can say. They are two creatures coupling. The moment has no greater meaning, no further implications. When he pushes into her, his mind empties out and he feels a purifying surge of inner blankness. He is muscle and bone, blood and sweat and semen, and, as he jerks and jitters to a rapid and inelegant conclusion, he needs and wants to be nothing else.'

i'm searching for INNER BLANKNESS not MEANING or LOVE

https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/8287319-animal-banished-from-life-man-s-condition-is-tragic-for-he

the man i want to become is an animal driven by instinct and desire, a dog devoted to pleasure who rarely thinks beyond his next meal or orgasm

@dat feel