[Rage] Passed up for yet another job

[FatalFlaw]

I really thought I was gonna get this one too. Went through all the interviews and passed their test and it was pretty much ideal for my background, so there was no reason other than the fact that someone else mogged me that I didn't get it. I'm nearly eight months unemployed now, and I used up all my savings and will likely need to delay my jaw surgery yet again because I have no health insurance or money. I can't even take out a loan without one either. Even in the best case scenario I won't be employed until at least March.

I feel as though I'm sinking deeper and deeper into inescapable NEETdom, and am ever the closer to being forced to accept my fate as a maladjusted inkwell failure. Looking back at it all of my successes up till now were really just flukes. I am just not capable of being a functional member of modern society.