why is 666 suddenly larping as some sort of a slayer?

[FatalFlaw]

is that your current age? what would you say was the catalyst?

Yeah, nearly 28 now too. I wrote this in a previous post but basically becoming a Christian and having a personal relationship with God: https://bookism.net/showthread.php?tid=7539&pid=36887#pid36887. I met my ex at a coffee shop right after getting back from volunteering for my church.

i know it's super psyopped to talk about this (or zogged, if you will), but yes, it's expected to have fucked girls, tried drugs, gotten drunk, gone to a bunch of parties/clubs/bars by a WAY younger age and i had legit 0 experience in any of the above and had to lie through my teeth about being relatively normal when they'd ask me about girls and my experience and shyt, but i probably came across as super autistic. not to mention i tried weed for the first time with them and obv couldn't hide that

Very relatable, I had to do that too. But my years 20-26 were full of normie activity, even though they were sexless. I actually did all the traveling, partying, doing drugs and drinking and going out to bars/clubs/concerts with my peers during that time quite extensively, but never got around to ascending because of my looks, though I didn't look poor enough that I got zero opportunities at all. Worked well-paid nice office jobs full of twenty-something yuppies during that time too.

Eventually I gave up and got blackpilled because I never got a single girl from any of it, which was the only reason I even associated with most people. Especially during the COVID years when I was 25-26, which were also my most active years on Lookism, when I did the most research on looksmaxing and when I traveled a lot to talk to surgeons. I eventually realized that, in addition to being recessed, the reason I still didn't have a girlfriend was because God was punishing me for pursuing the worldly and being more or less an atheist (I made a thread about this on Lookism as well).

So I finally turned my life around, started the Rite of Christian Initiation, and was baptized last Easter in the Catholic Church. Just two weeks after my baptism, and right after I volunteered for the church, I met my ex, who was the first person I had ever had a truly romantic and intimate relationship with. It was the most extreme emotional experience of my life aside from my first communion. She broke up with me shortly afterward because I had sinned against God by fornicating, even though I had talked about marriage with her extensively. But the whole experience has allowed me to grow in my faith and given me my true purpose in life, which is to serve God. I still receive the sacraments, and pray that I eventually find a wife so that I may complete the sacrament of holy matrimony and serve Him better.