[Aspie] something was so off about yesterday

[lonelyjak]

Yep, the entire universe is about you, an unemployed 30 yo gypsy virgin browsing youtube and reddit 24/7

What a preposterous delusion

ngl what i wouldn't do to be 30 again

such a throwaway year cuz i figured it was all over so i just threw in the towel and mentalcelmaxxed, i'd do things a lot diff (especially with the $40,000 the government gave me in "covid relief"   ) knowing what i now know

31 was a wakeup call/renaissance year and had some really good experiences

32 has been A+ so far, degenmaxxing, getting validated so much now that i'm actually leaving the house again (it's all about skinfade haircut + $950 prada shoes boyos, take notes, jk you also need face and height), and also to the point where i'm getting desensitized again, okay the cashier said that about my eyes.. that's nice.. okay the woman who entered the bar said that about me... that's nice... that girl texted me that.. that's nice. this girl wants my number.. *rolls eyes*



but i guess that's what the hedonic treadmill's about (never being complacent) because you can easily just fall back into disillusionment

I love these kinds of feel good story arcs