why is 666 suddenly larping as some sort of a slayer?

[AlbanianLegend1994]

I guess you’re right, there’s actually a lot to your late twenties. I never thought I would have ascended at 27 but it happened, and things aren’t as bad as they were when I was 25-26. 

Sounds bluepilled but it is what you make of it to an extent, so long as you look at least okay and age well.

is that your current age? what would you say was the catalyst?

what caused me to turn my life around was one midnight hanging out with my 33 year old gigachad cousin in new jersey (i was 27 at the time, about a year and a half after my PSL-posting prime but was still a very active user) and his friends who were about the same age

just keep in mind i was 27 and had 0 life experience

i know it's super psyopped to talk about this (or zogged, if you will), but yes, it's expected to have fucked girls, tried drugs, gotten drunk, gone to a bunch of parties/clubs/bars by a WAY younger age and i had legit 0 experience in any of the above and had to lie through my teeth about being relatively normal when they'd ask me about girls and my experience and shyt, but i probably came across as super autistic. not to mention i tried weed for the first time with them and obv couldn't hide that

the whole night they were talking about their experience in college (because there was a 22 year old dude with us), btw what also had hit me that night was that how these early-mid 30s dudes were basically no different than the 22 year old, they liked and did the same things as before, etc, so that was kinda bluepilled cope to chew on later (you can still turn your life around! it's not over at 27!)

but what hit me the most, and i felt it on a visceral level (as opposed to just knowing it intellectually while posting on lookism in a relatively dissociated/depersonalized state) was how much of a loser i was and what i had missed out on all those years. i felt it in my gut, in my throat and wanted to kill myself. the next day we attended a wedding and i was just off the whole time, i don't even have any recollection of what happened that day

anyway, following that experience, i kinda dipped my feet in the water with normie experiences, tried shrooms later that summer, other more obscure drugs later on, went to a couple of bars, etc, when i was 28 about to turn 29 i finally took on a month-long trip in southeastern europe i had been postponing for nearly a decade and had the time of my life

in the second half of age 29 and all of age 30 i kinda regresscelled and became a mental case again (i failed the covid psyop test and chose one end of the spectrum when the goal was to get out of the spectrum altogether)

31 i kinda picked up from where i left off at 29 1/2, highlight was prob going to a college frat party with a friend from lookism. a short blonde girl picked me from the crowd and wanted me to play beer pong with her and at some point she switched teams for a second and asked me to bounce the ball and land it between her tits, then i asked some girls how the beer keg thing works and they were like "let us pour that in your mouth daddy xD," bro you can't be average and have stuff like that happen to you just saying. also who tf can say they did that at 31 jfl (also i passed for 23-24 based on what i was told so i wasn't out of place @kathisterima)

age 32 and i feel more chad than ever. dgaf if just get a haircut and new clothes is bluepill because it worked for me, i just know i'm getting my dick sucked tomorrow lol. the girl with a bf who wants to fuck me knows about my past trauma and agreed to take things slower with me. i'm also going to a restaurant with a married ex-coworker in a few mins while her cuck husband stays home (she invited me btw, i still have not to this day asked even one girl out).