[Aspie] i've become such a lookswhore recently again (after a long hiatus)

[lonelyjak]

always accentuates during q4 for some reason but during covid 19 psyop i stopped caring about looks completely

i think it's nostalgia for mid-late 2010s

during the mid/late 2010s (basically right up until covid hit) I felt so hopeful and optimistic about the future. now im just feeling kind of numb, I dont have any definite long term plans anymore because I know it can all go to shit. it would be cool if everything just ends up working out in the end though