what do you consider to be the point of life

[Sol]

there isn't any. read Ecclesiastes

so then why don't you kill youself if you don't think life has meaning and you have no life goals? sounds like you are coping or lying to me.

meaning exists, in the sense of independent coherence, as an example, we can understand each other via the medium of language which is pretty interesting by itself.
now purpose, purpose i only see of function, and relational function of holistic systems. if i said to you, that life itself has purpose, or inherence, i would be lying, it isn't true. i guess, you want to find something absolute, something that isn't relational, but i think it isn't there. it would maybe need something infinitely smart to see it, and if there was purpose, life would be more linear than it is, down to the individual level. if you could snap out of it you would complain too, wouldn't you? see, "i'm not free because and that's bad and unvaried because my life's purpose design by structure is limited to something akin to a single-player campaign videogame!" that's how it works.

either way "no purpose therefore kill yourself" is exactly the opposite, "no purpose therefore XD" is the conclusion