being mentally retarded is the hardest thing to come to terms with

[prince of shitskins]

I walk the line between being a functional human being, and running in front of traffic because i don't know any better. it's especially brutal because i'm aware of how debilitating this retardation is..... i cant think AT ALL, and every time i do something retarded i'm aware of it and i'll spend the next 24hrs cringing at myself. IQ tests confirmed i'm retarded, and i'm pretty sure it all ties into how i got an autism diagnosis that completely fucked my life. I can think, but it takes me about a year to do something as basic as write a bookism post. this is mental retarded as far as i'm concerned

i'm working on a hypothesis that i will post later, about why/how "autism", as we know it, is going to go extinct within the next decade

edit: nvm, i will just quit bookism after this embarrassing post