This is pretty common for autists. The dark reality is that you’re just too unaware to see the negs that come your way. No one respects you and no one really wants you around. Your role is the group punching bag. You are a dispensable hanger-on.
For extremely aware people such as myself, who have self-respect and can’t allow themselves to be the group’s punching bag, this makes socialising very difficult. Also, because people can sense my alphaness, they are afraid to neg me, which means that they don't want you around.
Ah, if only I was so unaware to believe that I was a social boss, all while I was bullied and spat at by my normie “friends”. Ignorance is bliss, and some of you are proof of that.
This is why I can only hang out with a select group of people who all have hearts of gold. I care for them and know that they care for me.
For extremely aware people such as myself, who have self-respect and can’t allow themselves to be the group’s punching bag, this makes socialising very difficult. Also, because people can sense my alphaness, they are afraid to neg me, which means that they don't want you around.
Ah, if only I was so unaware to believe that I was a social boss, all while I was bullied and spat at by my normie “friends”. Ignorance is bliss, and some of you are proof of that.
This is why I can only hang out with a select group of people who all have hearts of gold. I care for them and know that they care for me.
