life update

[Altruist]

yuge

she is reconsidering

yeah. i think i m back if i manage to not be a fucking retard for the next 2 weeks. she specifically told me "for these 15 days, you'll make your own food, wash your own clothes and do everything you need yourself". when she came back today and i heard her in the kitchen, i assumed she'd make a small portion of some basic meal and eat it herself. wouldnt mean it's over because my last fuck-up happened 2 days ago, but i did expect her to do that.