i even drank the wrong, lazy and low iq way

[You're dead]

yeah, i feel like an animal and genuinely wonder what the fuck have i turned myself into when i realize people are capable of just sitting outside with a friend and have one small can of beer throughout the entire meeting and that day in general.

what honest said is true, though, i d just have different, probably even more serious health issues. i drank gin a couple of times recently and now vodka, a fucking lot of it, and i'd feel way different, burning on the inside, a couple of days after that. wasn't just ordinary hangover.

No alcohol can be sold in Auckland past 9pm, so my rule is just buying a few cans right before the store closes. If it's 24/7 where you live and you're a day drinker anyway than its gonna be way harder