[Rage] Is anyone else very sick of life

[Overrated]

I mean I just can't take it anymore, I'm neurodivergent and I hate seeing neurotypicals my age live a normal life with ease, ever since I graduated HS last year I've felt this way and it's pissing me off I wish I didn't care but for some dumb ass reason I do care

It never even began for me I'm way too ND to have a remotely normal life
I gave up
but it's just so brutal seeing everyone else so happy while you are suffering it makes me so damn mad