"you dont exist for me anymore"

[alice in hell]

Yeah. my usual mo in these situations is adopting an empty "enough of this shit, this time i m 100% in" mindset, doing 2-3 lame tasks i ve been postponing and ...reverting to my old self

Idk about the doc thing because it stays in your record. plus, i have no idea what the standard procedure even is when a retard like me visits their gp and "opens up" about his rampant alcoholism

better than liver failure going on ur record, just ask for it directly and say u cant stop idk

idk wtf else u can do really, u wont be able to drink at all then

each time u fuck up it seems like rock bottom gets lower + lower