"you dont exist for me anymore"

[Altruist]

yeah u need to do something more radical bc u just crumble + rationalize it

go to the doc he will give u meds

disulfiram will make u puke if u ever try to drink again adn u will develop an aversion to it

Yeah. my usual mo in these situations is adopting an empty "enough of this shit, this time i m 100% in" mindset, doing 2-3 lame tasks i ve been postponing and ...reverting to my old self

Idk about the doc thing because it stays in your record. plus, i have no idea what the standard procedure even is when a retard like me visits their gp and "opens up" about their rampant alcoholism