Sexual encounters are terrifying to me

[Dreckssau]

The few one's I've had were terrible. I was not able to avoid seeing the mother or sister in them, except in one case with a mentally disturbed woman.

I wish I would never feel a desire for sex again. The only possible paths I see are total celibacy or total degeneracy. Both will bring misery. Honestly, the sex drive is just torture.

'Sex postive' idiots can go fuck themselves.