"you dont exist for me anymore"

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

do you think it's possible to soften her if i spend these next 15 days behaving completely differently (not just talking about not drinking, but about acting like a fucking adult and a 1/2 participant of our household)?

dude idk how your relationship is, but it's probably unlikely because as you said you've been repeating this behavior for years now

you gotta show some long term commitment to change