update on my relationship with my mom

[Altruist]

u need to become exceptional and eminent b4 u crash and burn so its poetic instead of just another psychotic mf

not to be repetitive and sound delusional, but ... "become"? read more of my posts, tbh.

but yeah, it would still be said if i stopped at this just because i m an impulsive obese alc and a goypill swallower. 

me being accomplished already is way different, at least from my perception of my level of self-actualization, than me pulling my MO off and getting it published (it would still read as random boring nerd scribble to virtually all peasants, though, but that's funny because that same scribble would change, probably for the better, their lives fucking substantially)