i need 0,5 l of wine more and i d be just fine for the rest of the evening

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or stronger pills like hypnotics

but ...
- i m out of pills
- i m out of alcohol
- if i go out for a walk, my mom will probably check my breath to see if i ve been drinking (and, remember, i just gave here my keys, so i cant just sneak in)

the only thing i can think of to make this evening tolerable, in other words, not spend it raging on the forum and being angry in general, is going for a walk, taking a quick drink in some bushes and concealing my bad breath when coming home and/or hoping she won't care enough to check on me

any tips?