got treated like prime gandy at work today

[Winyan Numpa]

i mean define trying. fake pleasure sources, as josh says, are just too easily available, which means a death verdict for someone with my willpower and life history (never having to try to accomplish anything, never having to deal with negative feedback)

yeh same ur existentially bored

maybe ill be an alcoholic too in 10 yrs dunno 

thats why i was typing abt doing activities and keeping routine bc if i didnt id go off my head