16-06-2026, 02:37 PM
ok hear the following. i am very sure that nothing is possible so i just chill, but if impossibility starts hurting too much i always can switch to crime
recently i managed to brainwash myself that even if i get caught it was the right thing to do the crime, its overall better, since i can only end up doing crimes that are value, pricing in all the consequences
but the thing is i cant do a crime anyway usually
its only i can focus on crime when impossibility hurts too much
so my life is basically switching between impossibility and crime
sometimes when i feel like it i increase my iq, but i remember if u focus on x u miss out on y etc, get even subconsciously smarter without doing anything
and only low iq ppl can make money or do crime as a smart person realizes nothing is worth the effort
recently i managed to brainwash myself that even if i get caught it was the right thing to do the crime, its overall better, since i can only end up doing crimes that are value, pricing in all the consequences
but the thing is i cant do a crime anyway usually
its only i can focus on crime when impossibility hurts too much
so my life is basically switching between impossibility and crime
sometimes when i feel like it i increase my iq, but i remember if u focus on x u miss out on y etc, get even subconsciously smarter without doing anything
and only low iq ppl can make money or do crime as a smart person realizes nothing is worth the effort
