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[Altruist]

Just take some Xanax problem solved.

i updated the op. i m out of everything. i took a bunch of klonopins around 9 (pretty much the same shit as xanax), but it's wearing off already and i slept 4 hours in the afternoon today, so i m not naturally tired. also took some melatonin, but that's futile with my current brain setup.

when i was in school/college, i'd often just drink loads of coffee and skip the sleep entirely (i wasnt drinking back then), but i d have some bullshit to do in the morning in those periods - an exam at worst. now it's different, i can't show up barely aware of anything (tiredness catches up by 6-7 in the morning) and manage court hearings where i'm deciding whether to jail someone