guess how i feel from 1 to 10

[Altruist]

I'm just saying your lack of willpower is astounding

Realistically you're never gonna quit tbh. Alcohol is a part of you at this point

i really wish i was one of those morons who experience a random meaningless events and it genuinely rewires their identity because some retarded delusion and permanent affect arise from it. and this "ability" isn't even correlated with intelligence from my experience, i know a couple of normal, functional, even smart guys who had that happen to them. the specific path is mostly obsession with god, though, which is just narcissism for peasants.