guess how i feel from 1 to 10

[You're dead]

was gonna post the same thing - there are people who have never had anyone tell them they are beautiful or smart who are managing to have functional lives and families while having hard non-rewarding jobs, and i cant drop cringe bitchy habits of drinking in my room and popping jew pills and just finish one fucking paper. so defeating for the psyche. i like to think that's exactly the reason (me having been through the good stuff), but then it wouldnt bother me as much and i would just let myself go fully

yesterday i realized thats exactly why i m choosing this type of platforms (anonymous + not libtard censorship ridden + with the nigger hate being considered positive). whenever i attempted bitching about my problems irl, i dd risk getting punched in the face

Yeah tbh without your IQ you'd be fucked. Just another junkie passed out on the sidewalk