guess how i feel from 1 to 10

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to make it worse, it was one of those dreams you have right before waking up, so both the story and that surreal feeling sticks for a while

and it's been a shitty stormy night so i barely slept before that, all nauseated from alcohol

i feel so fucking bad i m not even considering picking up a bottle later. i genuinely havent felt this motivated to undegen myself in years