would give anything to have had a chance at proper development

[machinelves]

-no braces for 8 years for 0 reason (never had skeletal issues just didnt like pulling my baby teeth out) borderline malpractice
-had educational needs addressed, someone acknowledging my scores on national tests apart from a fucking print certificate
-no guidance counselor calling me a liar even though shes a mandatory reporter (legit crime, if it was known she would have gotten her license revoked and misdemeanor) 
-people being a bit nice to be at school at home
-not spending my formative years with shitty military kids who r all screwed up, evil, and low iq
-ability to sleep properly 
etc 


and the amazing thing is most people have these things and more