not sure if i should murder my parents or just kill myself

[You're dead]

im going to murder them i think. i have an obligation to at this point. if someone rapes and tortures you for the most disgusting reasons and puts you in a wheelchair and wont even apologise,  are you going to let them get away with it and continue with their tragic existence? of course not

ive been eating shit my whole life 

thinking about brutally murdering them with a machete is the only way i can sleep at night.  the only thing stopping me even a little bit is the fear of burning in hell and knowing i'm also a horrible person

disclaimer: i'm obviously not going to do shit and this thread is purely hyperbolic