06-06-2026, 10:53 AM
had a super boring day at work (80% of the court was not at work, they took a day off to have a 4 day weekend)
around 10:40, decided to just go buy some alcohol in the nearest store. bought british gin (43% alcohol, my record), took it to my courtroom and emptied the bottle by 2, and then fell asleep
around 3, one judge randomly showed up asking me some nonsense about criminal procedure and i was still capable of answering her question, lmfao. it's likely she realized i ve been drinking, so i m not comfortable with it
my face is all green
fake dopamine = fake life, tbh. i feel horribly depressed and like i betrayed myself and my family.
around 10:40, decided to just go buy some alcohol in the nearest store. bought british gin (43% alcohol, my record), took it to my courtroom and emptied the bottle by 2, and then fell asleep
around 3, one judge randomly showed up asking me some nonsense about criminal procedure and i was still capable of answering her question, lmfao. it's likely she realized i ve been drinking, so i m not comfortable with it
my face is all green
fake dopamine = fake life, tbh. i feel horribly depressed and like i betrayed myself and my family.
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