21-04-2026, 09:41 PM
- in a good position when it comes to friends, looks, options with women, university/professional perspective (read: all being unfulfilled, but with me being young enough and having had enough positive experiences to feel like the best has yet to come)
- ZERO responsibilities and distractions (no job, no need to make money, the luxury of delaying my exams and graduation date ad infinitum), with the worst worry of my day being having to do 2-3 10-minute chores
- numerous easily accessible sources of cheap instant dopamine at any given moment (tranny porn, benzos and sleep pills, alcohol, hollywood, youtube, food, NBA, other sports competitions, incel forums, classical music and so on and on)
and the best period was actually before i started drinking - i felt less shameful when i was getting my dopamine from watching sam harris on youtube or some vikings tier TV show than i do now, when i need extreme amounts of artificial stimulation to feel a fraction of joy i used to when i was less degenerate regarding the way i waste my time
not to mention the obvious - no fucking work and having to get up at 5 - 7 AM almost every day, while not really feeling the negatives of not being rich because the comfort and silence of my room, a laptop, TV and internet connection were, +/-, all i really needed for a net positive experience
- ZERO responsibilities and distractions (no job, no need to make money, the luxury of delaying my exams and graduation date ad infinitum), with the worst worry of my day being having to do 2-3 10-minute chores
- numerous easily accessible sources of cheap instant dopamine at any given moment (tranny porn, benzos and sleep pills, alcohol, hollywood, youtube, food, NBA, other sports competitions, incel forums, classical music and so on and on)
and the best period was actually before i started drinking - i felt less shameful when i was getting my dopamine from watching sam harris on youtube or some vikings tier TV show than i do now, when i need extreme amounts of artificial stimulation to feel a fraction of joy i used to when i was less degenerate regarding the way i waste my time
not to mention the obvious - no fucking work and having to get up at 5 - 7 AM almost every day, while not really feeling the negatives of not being rich because the comfort and silence of my room, a laptop, TV and internet connection were, +/-, all i really needed for a net positive experience
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