the bliss of knowing you never stood a chance

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

in a way, but your retardation is you, so there's no point trying to perform mental gymnastics to disentangle the two and avoid self-blame

If this is who I am then I did everything right and there's no room for self-blame. Mental gymnastics is on your side, trying to connect failing to achieve something with being any less deserving of it. But if I banned you for being a contrarian midwit, you'd protest over your right to post here.