I feel neutered, castrated

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

that my jaw doesn't have enough space for my frickin 3rd molars, and now I'll have to remove them because they are crowding my front teeth

It's hard to explain it. There's a clear pattern of suffering defeat after defeat. Enough to make me never wish to try for anything ever again. 

I wish I could unlearn all blackpill, remain peaceful in my ignorance.