the social housing tenancy manager came round to inspect the apartment

[numb digger]

the difference between being treated as an autistic failure and an evil lowlife is how much effort you put into larping as if you have some sense of direction in life

i'm not sure which is worse tho: having people feel bad for you or them having aversion towards you

They're both as injurious to the ego I find

But yeah if I wasnt a total failure people would still hate my guts. There's nothing I enjoy. Really no reason to exist