Everyday is just a new disappointment

[hollow]

I wake up in the middle of the night, can't fall asleep again so i just lay in bed for 3 or 4 hours. Then i decide to get up with zero energy, look at my bloated, tired face in the mirror and start crying

Trying my best to get at least some bit of energy to get me thru the day. Then i wait until it's time to fall asleep and repeat

Even if i have some energy it only lasts for a couple hours


Meanwhile i watch others just living a normal life, going out, having fun, enjoying their life