25-02-2026, 03:02 PM
The worst thing is when you have losers presenting themselves as cool. I often felt like a loser compared to the oldcels, when I was a new user.
Now, I realize they were the massive losers and I was young with countless of opportunities. However, their diseased way of thinking caught me like the web of a spider. Now, I'm 10 years older, actually a loser and someone to be pitied.
I know now what was wrong with me at 19. Not looks or status or money. It was EXTREME MENTAL ILLNESS.
I know that god either does not exist or he is a sadistic piece of shit, who wants me to suffer. Certainly, the Abrahamic god cannot be real. He has done jackshit to convince me of his existence.
Now, I realize they were the massive losers and I was young with countless of opportunities. However, their diseased way of thinking caught me like the web of a spider. Now, I'm 10 years older, actually a loser and someone to be pitied.
I know now what was wrong with me at 19. Not looks or status or money. It was EXTREME MENTAL ILLNESS.
I know that god either does not exist or he is a sadistic piece of shit, who wants me to suffer. Certainly, the Abrahamic god cannot be real. He has done jackshit to convince me of his existence.
