spent all day crying

[freddie]

i havent felt as strongly as you have expressed yourself here but Ive had plenty of episodes like this where I feel worthless. But eventually the feeling passes. 

ik it is kind of cope since the after a while i feel the same again. but, i always have some hope. 

dont rope boyo 

nah its rope from here on tbh

all bridges burned and lungs don't work

idk how i managed this. i'm not a horrible person, just autistic. i mean, i'm not saying i'm not manipulative and i'm not oblivious, but i can't play social games at all. i just got no filter..

i'm far from the worst person alive tbh. and if my aunt is gonna make excuses for the subhuman who sucker punched me then fine, she can have the scooter back and everything else too. 

christ. i am worthless, and there's no point in kidding myself 

hopefully its over soon tbh. i dont want to rope, im a fucking coward. i know i should though