At night I'm afraid to go to sleep

[Darkeningstar]

It's not the type of nightmare, where you are chased by a monster or tortured. In fact, I would almost prefer nightmares like this to whst I have now, which is constant dreaming of past events.

Same, but I don't see why you would dream about being chased/torturer/killed by monsters after the age of 12, I mean…
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