Imagine ur a girl and you've had a handful of experiences and they were all bad

[Dreckssau]

it's "not the point" because it's subconscious for you. youve already made multiple threads about wanting to be a woman and have sex with men. not exactly hard to connect the dots.

Is it possible you are by any chance the modern reincarnation of Sigmund Freud? Cause that's a brilliant insight, buddy.