06-02-2026, 01:56 PM
I'm INSANELY mentally ill how did I get here. I was so close to presenting in JULY and then I ghosted her because I couldn't complete the thesis durng the weekend, isntead I studied for some GAY class that I failed with 4/10 (ridiculous) and still haven't passed it. And then I kept postponing it and fear and anxiety start building up like NO I HAVE TO DO MORE AND MORE AND MORE COMPLETION TO MAKE UP FOR TIME WASTED and I ended up skipping presentation period in NOVEMBER too and now I MIGHT NOT HAVE TIME FOR MARCH EVEN IF SHE AGREES BECAUSE I HAVE TO SUBMIT 15 days prior.
