[Slayer] high iq self made purpose

[thesupremegentleman]

starvation, utter struggle/misery combined with continously staying awake for 20-40 hours in order to drop mass amounts of endogenous opioids from reward system when exhaustion ends . the rush and flip from coritsol/orexin to melatonin surge and pure bliss of slipping into nonexistence for a cool 10 ish hours,,

its like dat nigga bruce lee said the ulitmate technique is to have no techniqe. so the best feeling in this life is to feel nothing at all for as long as possible