I'm currently in the absolute worst depressive episode ever

[hitlersblackedwaifu]

that's how it started with me too in 2017

-depression
-getting accustomed to skipping classes
-messed up sleeping schedule
-cut all ties with friends I had from school years
-become a serial liar to my family and acquaintances to cover up my failure
-postpone everything for next semester
-develop sever avoidance personality disorder, never leave my room until all food runs out and I become really hungry

covid was the only thing that interrupted this downfall spiral but now I'm back in the same spot again