something in me changed

[Altruist]

the next step is going completely insane btw

the ease with which i'm telling, for example, a colleague representing the counter-party that it baffles me that he could hold a job for more than 6 months DURING A TRIAL, IN THE FULL COURTROOM, with the atmosphere being calm and formal and him doing nothing specially aimed at triggering me beyond referencing a statutory provision with minimal imprecision is what threw me off. shit like this shouldnt be as easy as saying good afternoon to the cashier when buying groceries