i freaked out and ran away from home with my pyjamas on

[freddie]

In my sleeping bag staring at the stars feeling like a right winner right now

I fantasize about sailing off to the sea and drowning in a pos boat

Every faith you can think of, Islam, Christian, Buddhism, their prophet spent years in isolation to reach enlightenment

You have to unlearn everything and spend at least a year in nature with no people or phone or anything 

I have taken the first step returning the cat and leaving the apartment 

Now just need to get rid of this phone