i miss the times when i could feel anything

[Altruist]

my life was 1/1 the same (minus career improvements that were always expected) 5-6 years ago, on peak lookism, but i could genuinely get hyped up about my incoming lifestyle makeover here and there

now, i dont even complain genuinely, i just use cryposts as a filler because i m out of thread ideas. sad old man. i guess years of doing everything in my power to tank my T levels did the damage.