I once blocked a hit from my mom and she told the whole family I tried to fight her

[I Already Know I'm Ugly]

hysteric white mom called the cops on ur mutt ass that she herself created?

Yes sir, for the crime of trying to get away from her sudden apeshit meltdown. 

It is moments like these that I think back on whenever I ask myself if my mother truly “loves” me or anything. And I think that she does not really love me, but I do think that, as stated earlier, she gets self-worth from the state of being a mother(since she had her own traumas with her mother).