01-11-2025, 09:44 PM
Haven't shaved and my hair is absolutely unkempt but I still go to class not caring too much. One year ago would've been felt ashamed for it but now I just can't be arsed
Some days I talk to people and feel some strange-ish pride of being a subhuman looks-wise and still getting people to go out of their way to specifically get me to help them or try and recruit me into their assignment groups or their after school study sessions in the libraries
Can't explain it but it makes me giddy in a way
Ofc past a certain point I start to look like a textbook Indian sex offender so I take that long shower sesh to come out looking a tad more presentable
Some days I talk to people and feel some strange-ish pride of being a subhuman looks-wise and still getting people to go out of their way to specifically get me to help them or try and recruit me into their assignment groups or their after school study sessions in the libraries
Can't explain it but it makes me giddy in a way
Ofc past a certain point I start to look like a textbook Indian sex offender so I take that long shower sesh to come out looking a tad more presentable
