01-11-2025, 02:19 AM
(01-11-2025, 02:14 AM)Ursa Major Wrote: tbh the problem with u is that it seems u never really tried smth organic irl and maybe not even tinder idk, which means u are skipping steps and several things to climax and going straight to sex but from escorts, this sex with escorts is obviously smth mechanic, and since its mechanic u try to chase affection or have some weird idealized tulpa of the little whore of ur avi, which is someone that lives a sea away from u and will never interact with u (pure idealization of smth that isnt bound to happen but has real emotional implications)
Reality is simply too dark for me to accept. I’d rather live in fantasy mostly and satisfy the cravings of the flesh eith whores than put in real social effort/go out of my comfort zone to access the pussy of
some girl I’m not attracted to. I don’t want to try because I can’t get something good anyways and it would be psychologically devastating to try and suffer even more failures for NOTHING
this is my best outcome
