I’m not gonna be good at anything. I won’t be loved. I won’t find any happiness or deep insights to the world.

[Ursa Major]

love between a man and a woman isnt a thing, its more of a 'passion,' love is a thing when we consider (assuming normie ofc) mothers and their children - the issue nowadays is precisely that men might expect the unconditional and everlasting love and bond of a mother in other woman 

well anyway, if you feel rejected in life, then its better not to mourn this rejection, and to not seek integration, but embrace in your indifference and death to the world - search 'death to the world' here ive posted some orthodox quotes that are definitely true